last but not least..

31 disember 2009
lots of thing happened and all bring its own hikmah...
laughs and tears never gone even the time still walking until the end of the day..
hope everything will be alright for the next coming years,
day by day,year by year,i hope i'll be more mature,everything going well,n really hope my wish come true...this do'a also dedicated to my family and friends,amin...may God bless us in whatever we have done.

friends..

luv u friends..
always there for me....
friends forever..
jgn tanya byk bila ada yg nk belanja mkn domino
tu tanda terima kasih aku kat korang sume....
tp xsetanding dgn apa yg korang sume da wat kat aku...
thankz for being there for me....

aku ingin.....

aku ingin jadi kaya..
kaya budi bahasa dan wang ringgit...
aku ingin bijak dan professional...
aku menghormati dan ingin dihormati..
aku ingin sihat dan cantik...
aku ingin bahagia..
di dunia juga akhirat....

hot s0up~

oh no!!!it's seem i'm in trouble...one of the subjek is BM..after i have gone trough the second class,have the course outline...hmmm...i realized that my BM has broken down."pembendaharaan kata"??alamak...da lupa la..tatabahasa pon da xbtol skrg,cne nk wat esei in malay..tk0tnyer...it almost 4years i'm not learning BM in formal class...huhu..las pon time spm..mesti ar da xingat..adehh...

a message..

bipp..bipp..
new message received...

o00o...i got a message from my sis..


"kita minta pada Tuhan setangkai bunga segar...
Dia beri kaktus berduri,kita minta kupu-kupu,
diberi ulat berbulu.
kita sedih dan kecewa....
namun kemudian...
kaktus itu berbunga indah sekali,
dan..
ulat itupun menjadi kupu-kupu yg sgt cantik..
itulah jalanNya..
indah pada masanya..
Dia tak beri apa yg kita harapkan..
tp mmberi apa yg kita perlukan..
itulah ketentuanNya..
sesungguhnya Dia lbh mengetahui segalanya..."


-wallahua'alam-

special dedication to: my sis

sis...actually i don't know how to say that i really love you..
but u know me better right...
even without saying,please know that i really love you..
whatever your choice,whatever decision u make,whatever action u take,i'm always with you,support you...asalkan u bahagia..i really love u..!
no one can compete u.u are my sis ever...!
u are the best sis in this world...!
I LOVE YOU SIS...
segala apa yg kak da wat,adalah yg terbaek utk sume,pengorbanan mu ku sanjung,cita2 mu ku junjung....
thankz for being my sis...

past-present-future

all the mem0ry never fade away fr0m my mind..
it is a pleasant for me to remember..
everything happened never happen again..
u cannot be a child for a second time..
sweet,sour,,all just once in our life..
whatever it is, create your own memory..
and appreciate whatever u have gone trough..
don't take thing for granted~

my st0ry...
i cannot remember anything until i was 5 years old..
time ni comot lg ni...
pg pasti Islam..
pakai baju wane ijau...
kat pasti bole simpan duet tabung...
ujung taun dapatla hasil tabungan..
pastu de berus gigi sendiri n each berus gigi de name masing2..di gantung kat blkg klas...cutenyer...
time makan,sume makan dlm talam+share..ikut geng masing2
wahhh..kecik2 da de geng ni....
maen je keje...yela bdk2 kan
maen jela nk pk pe lg..
kat pasti islam ni byk hfl doa n surah pendek2..
(alhamdulillah parent i anta g sni untill now still lg remember)
time ni xtau lg cita2 nak jadi pe..
jadi mak kot coz slalu maen "mak2"


primary scholl...
wah....pg sek baru..
bgn awal 1st day coz exited pki baju,beg n kasut baru...
alih2 jumpa blk kwn2 kat kindergarten dulu...
geng lama jgk..
yela umah area2 tu jgkkan...
darjah 3 jadi pengawas..
wah....
sy sndiri pun xsangka..
pengawas pki baju wane biru n tdung biru..
time ni still lg comot ni..
kwn ngan pompuan je...segan ngan dak laki..
amek test utk klas lompat tp xlepas..
then dpt RMT(rancangan makanan tambahan)
sume owg kat sek tu mmg dpt..
sek kt rural area,mmgla..
dapat air kotak free,,,
wah...
xminum kt sek ni,simpan bwk blk umh nk tnjuk kt mak..
huhu..
sbelah ptg g klas fardhu ain or ngaju quran
darjah 2 da bc quran dah
drjah 5 da khatam
wah,,,
xsgka plak..
pnah jd chairperson kt assembly ni..
time ni cita2 nk jd saintis..
mmg cita2 yg popular pd masa ni..


secondary school...
dok ostel wat 1st time...
nanges kot time ni..
apola mek ni...
time ni comot gak ni tp wat konfiden je
pe kisah,belasah je pape..
form 1-3 klas pompuan sume..
best klas gini..
nk wat pape pon bole
time form 4 da start campur klas ngan laki..
segan+malu...(geli je)
gaduh ngan dak laki..
diowang jahat,,,
bajet bagus...especially dak laki yg dok hostel.konon xlayan pompuan,xnak ckp ngan pompuan
padahal kt lua dating ngan bdk sek laen
pe kes...
bkn jeles,xpuas ati je...
form 4 mmg dahsyat...
angkat geng ni...
join st john ambulance..
tapi nakal2 pompuan xcam dak laki...pe la sgt..
form 5 struggle for spm..
"study biar sentimental,result mau heavymetal"
wahhh...kata2 perangsang for that time.
tp result xgempak pon...
cukup2 mkn je...
cita2 pada masa ini adalah doktor+arkitek+designer

after spm.....

to be continued...

i should be in india (xpuas ati+geram!!)

eeeee....gramnye sy...sy mmg xpuas ati..how come sosiological foundation of education in malaysia can be teach by a phd student from India...owhh g0sh!i cannot understand what u are talking about not even give us any note...pls understand us...don't give us those r****** examples from india,we talk about malaysian education, not india!marah btol sy dgn awk nii...i have prepared mentally and emotionally u know before enter to ur class but still i cannot corp...uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....sabar jela...

money does matter~ $$$

huhu....$$$$sape xnak duet...i slalu pk cmne nk sng nk dpt duet...tp u all pon taukan bkn sng nk dpt.kena usaha jgk...i ni mmg mata blink blink cket tp bkn pisau cukur k...cuma nk idup sng,xnak idup ssh...hmm...i slalu pk duet ni memberi kebahagiaan..for certain reason mmg la,..kan??klo sedih2,frust ke kte g shopping,g jln2 mesti happy..tp tu sume pki duet...de duet bole beli handbag,shoes yg branded2...ni x...nak beli mende2 pon pk 10 kali,round shopping complex 5kali baru decide nk beli kex...baru decide xbeli lg tuu...kalo de duet maen grab je,xkesah dah papehal pun....kan..kan...hurmmmm....thats all about money...BUT..1day...i'm sitting together with my sis...i ask her..."kak...duet tu does matter kan n dpt bagi kebahagiaan..."then she answered.."memangla..tapi sbb duet jgk rumah tangga dia hancur............."
gullppp.....

YELLOW GOLD 916

i am addicted to 916 yellow gold...

klo you all pk i ni mcm2 makcik2 or mami jarum coz suka emas...i xkesah....mmg i suka pon..everyday i will update about the price for a gram of the gold...korang jgn wat maen,mas ni bole jd kaya taw...ok let us see the different between emas kuning 916 and emas putih 357..emas 916 ni berharga taw...klo melabur nilai dia lg tinggi dari pelaburan korang kat asb tuu..in 10 years nilai dia bole naek untill 250%...haaa??kan...pelaburan yg sgt bijak...uihhhhhhh...xkanla nak jd cam mami jarum lak,gelang smpi ke siku,rantai smpi lenguh leher ni ha...pastu kn tetak coz perompak terliur tgk bling2 byk sgt..so.beli la jongkong mas n simpan kat bank...kan selamat camtu....plus kita bole gadai klo kesesakkan duit.....surat gadai mas kuning ni pon berharga taw..mmg tauke2 gadai terima klo de yg offer..ok harga mas arini rm143/gram..10 taun akn dtg korang kira sendirila berapa harga dia...my mum pnah beli rantai ni time dia muda2 dulu...harga rantai tu rm300..ritu ktowg sj je g nilai blk nk tau harga dia..mak aiiii....3kali ganda harga dulu..amboi2,,,ini emas a bole bikin wa kaya maa.....ada ong maa..for ur information everyday harga dia akn naek,klo trun pon cket je..klo kta beli emas dia akn kira sekali harga upah,ikut kdi la..klo harga upah murah,murah la cket emas tu tp still dia ikut gram/mayam..emas putih 357 xbole gadai,mmg xde harga n g jual blk kat kdi mmg dia xnak...korang beli la harga dia riban2 pun,mmg tula harga dia n xbole digadai or dijual blk.that's why kedai emas bole bg discount untill 70% for white gold ni...u see the different?by the way, klo korang beli emas kuning campur emas putih,bila g kat kedai harga dia akn susut...cantek mmg la cantekkan....so..for those who are interested nk beli mas,amek kira lah beberapa hal ni yea..klo duet byk xpe..beli 1kedai pon bolle...:)

when i am 21 years old...

next year i will be 22,but it's not the matter now..the thing is that when i am 21th..at the this age i can feel the different,my innerself have changed. the way i'm thinking also changed,i can feel the different, have you?? for me i think girl are matured than boys at this age.how about you guys?maybe at this age you all still cannot feel what we girl feel right?.maybe when you guys turn to 25..you all kan lambat cket matured dari ktowg ni..huhu.....have you ever heard woman's life begin at 20th and man's life begin at 4oth?that's why when man turn to 40, there like to flirt around and looking for chiky one.they become more "gatal"..it's true maa...for those who are married be ware k.so for woman out there who are not married yet,you should find the man that 20years old than you.hehe..but not "ambik husband org k!"how about me?20years?it's too much!10 years are better..my life just begin....lalala~

aku dulu,kini,dan selamanya~

dulu..
kanak2 riang,love to be friend just like my name-seorang teman
ada flower garden sndiri..---;@(i love flower and gardening)
suka g travel(jauh perjalanan luas pandangan,btol...xcye tryla..)
i love baby(they are so cute!)
suka berangan
pnah bercita2 nak jadi interior designer,fesyen designer,architect
involve in sports
love yellow

kini...
still happy go lucky
still a friend, but...sometimes i try to get rid from some of them without any reason..:(
kat hostel ne bole de flower garden but still i have a pot of cute cactus:)
i love beading recently!n still travel lg..
now i love to have baby(oh no!pls no,not yet k!)
berangan jgk tapi..$$$$ does bring happiness
no more designer,but engineers of mind.(play hard babeh!)
i have new hobbies..tennis (yeye!but raket tu berat,i have to buy new 1)
yellow turn to purple:)
addicted to the beauty

selamanya~
-aku ttp aku-

for a moment~

i love to talk to stranger just to talk not more than that.but sometimes they misunderstanding and ask more than that. the stranger don't know me and i even know him/her.it's better to be so,it's good for me and for him/her to share and exchange the ideas and even it's more interesting. so for those who are there, just know that i'm not a girl not yet a women~