last but not least..

31 disember 2009
lots of thing happened and all bring its own hikmah...
laughs and tears never gone even the time still walking until the end of the day..
hope everything will be alright for the next coming years,
day by day,year by year,i hope i'll be more mature,everything going well,n really hope my wish come true...this do'a also dedicated to my family and friends,amin...may God bless us in whatever we have done.

friends..

luv u friends..
always there for me....
friends forever..
jgn tanya byk bila ada yg nk belanja mkn domino
tu tanda terima kasih aku kat korang sume....
tp xsetanding dgn apa yg korang sume da wat kat aku...
thankz for being there for me....

aku ingin.....

aku ingin jadi kaya..
kaya budi bahasa dan wang ringgit...
aku ingin bijak dan professional...
aku menghormati dan ingin dihormati..
aku ingin sihat dan cantik...
aku ingin bahagia..
di dunia juga akhirat....

hot s0up~

oh no!!!it's seem i'm in trouble...one of the subjek is BM..after i have gone trough the second class,have the course outline...hmmm...i realized that my BM has broken down."pembendaharaan kata"??alamak...da lupa la..tatabahasa pon da xbtol skrg,cne nk wat esei in malay..tk0tnyer...it almost 4years i'm not learning BM in formal class...huhu..las pon time spm..mesti ar da xingat..adehh...

a message..

bipp..bipp..
new message received...

o00o...i got a message from my sis..


"kita minta pada Tuhan setangkai bunga segar...
Dia beri kaktus berduri,kita minta kupu-kupu,
diberi ulat berbulu.
kita sedih dan kecewa....
namun kemudian...
kaktus itu berbunga indah sekali,
dan..
ulat itupun menjadi kupu-kupu yg sgt cantik..
itulah jalanNya..
indah pada masanya..
Dia tak beri apa yg kita harapkan..
tp mmberi apa yg kita perlukan..
itulah ketentuanNya..
sesungguhnya Dia lbh mengetahui segalanya..."


-wallahua'alam-

special dedication to: my sis

sis...actually i don't know how to say that i really love you..
but u know me better right...
even without saying,please know that i really love you..
whatever your choice,whatever decision u make,whatever action u take,i'm always with you,support you...asalkan u bahagia..i really love u..!
no one can compete u.u are my sis ever...!
u are the best sis in this world...!
I LOVE YOU SIS...
segala apa yg kak da wat,adalah yg terbaek utk sume,pengorbanan mu ku sanjung,cita2 mu ku junjung....
thankz for being my sis...

past-present-future

all the mem0ry never fade away fr0m my mind..
it is a pleasant for me to remember..
everything happened never happen again..
u cannot be a child for a second time..
sweet,sour,,all just once in our life..
whatever it is, create your own memory..
and appreciate whatever u have gone trough..
don't take thing for granted~

my st0ry...
i cannot remember anything until i was 5 years old..
time ni comot lg ni...
pg pasti Islam..
pakai baju wane ijau...
kat pasti bole simpan duet tabung...
ujung taun dapatla hasil tabungan..
pastu de berus gigi sendiri n each berus gigi de name masing2..di gantung kat blkg klas...cutenyer...
time makan,sume makan dlm talam+share..ikut geng masing2
wahhh..kecik2 da de geng ni....
maen je keje...yela bdk2 kan
maen jela nk pk pe lg..
kat pasti islam ni byk hfl doa n surah pendek2..
(alhamdulillah parent i anta g sni untill now still lg remember)
time ni xtau lg cita2 nak jadi pe..
jadi mak kot coz slalu maen "mak2"


primary scholl...
wah....pg sek baru..
bgn awal 1st day coz exited pki baju,beg n kasut baru...
alih2 jumpa blk kwn2 kat kindergarten dulu...
geng lama jgk..
yela umah area2 tu jgkkan...
darjah 3 jadi pengawas..
wah....
sy sndiri pun xsangka..
pengawas pki baju wane biru n tdung biru..
time ni still lg comot ni..
kwn ngan pompuan je...segan ngan dak laki..
amek test utk klas lompat tp xlepas..
then dpt RMT(rancangan makanan tambahan)
sume owg kat sek tu mmg dpt..
sek kt rural area,mmgla..
dapat air kotak free,,,
wah...
xminum kt sek ni,simpan bwk blk umh nk tnjuk kt mak..
huhu..
sbelah ptg g klas fardhu ain or ngaju quran
darjah 2 da bc quran dah
drjah 5 da khatam
wah,,,
xsgka plak..
pnah jd chairperson kt assembly ni..
time ni cita2 nk jd saintis..
mmg cita2 yg popular pd masa ni..


secondary school...
dok ostel wat 1st time...
nanges kot time ni..
apola mek ni...
time ni comot gak ni tp wat konfiden je
pe kisah,belasah je pape..
form 1-3 klas pompuan sume..
best klas gini..
nk wat pape pon bole
time form 4 da start campur klas ngan laki..
segan+malu...(geli je)
gaduh ngan dak laki..
diowang jahat,,,
bajet bagus...especially dak laki yg dok hostel.konon xlayan pompuan,xnak ckp ngan pompuan
padahal kt lua dating ngan bdk sek laen
pe kes...
bkn jeles,xpuas ati je...
form 4 mmg dahsyat...
angkat geng ni...
join st john ambulance..
tapi nakal2 pompuan xcam dak laki...pe la sgt..
form 5 struggle for spm..
"study biar sentimental,result mau heavymetal"
wahhh...kata2 perangsang for that time.
tp result xgempak pon...
cukup2 mkn je...
cita2 pada masa ini adalah doktor+arkitek+designer

after spm.....

to be continued...